Everything is FINAL!

Finally I've made my decision. I wasn't sure is it the best for me...but yes for the moment.. I can't predict my future but I can rest assured that..this thing has been bothering me for some time. I need to analyse and think for it for such a long time.

Well, I do not deny that I've learnt alot from this. Now there's another things that bother me. Everything will be resolved hopefully by tomorrow. Hope it is a good news to me anyway

Now I have a relieve but sad feeling. A mixture of feeling. It's like missing/ losing my favorite pet (pepper) which I consider important all these while and now losing it somehow feel sad and I'm sure tears will be seeing very often from every now and then. I hope to stop all these in within 1 week, as short as possible which I have a doubt to it too. I'd used up more than few weeks to settle down my losing pepper's feeling. I can still remember I can cried almost every nite for him! Now think of this, I miss him again.. i wish I could hug him tightly NOW....S**T!

Well, no matter what decision I've made, I'm seriously hoping we will have a better future, better ways of living in this world. I hope all the goods thing will keep by us side by side. We must strive harder! HARDER!! I pray to GOD that i wish the people surrounding me are getting best wishes and luck no matter where we go..