Thursday, October 22, 2009

This is the time..

I've been naive for the past 9 months. Acceptance, apologies come and go! It was hurt for every of these but yes I've learn the lesson. But I wasn't sure have I grown up.

This is a real life experience which every human being have to go through and I've been through. I've tasted the sweetness, bitterness, sourness feeling from the Day 1.

I always thought I could change something/ someone to a better one, to the one of my dream but I was wrong. Commitment, Compromise are all rubbish. It doesn't exist at all. Every "yes" answered was just bullshit! Now I should really believe in these 2 terms.."Action speaks louder than words" & "A leopard never change its spot". This is very truee. Human out there, do remember sometimes sacrifices would not bring you any good but harm. Harm towards the heart (emotional), the mental and physical as well.

I think this is really the time to let go. This is when compromise & trust turns to lie. When lies exist, there's no more truth, no more trust and no more confidence & compromise in this . I really do not know how to continue when trust and confidence are no longer exist.

May the decision made would be the best for all. I do pray hard that I could let it go slowly without pain....and sorrow...

Thursday, October 1, 2009

EarthQuake

Anyone feel it? I feel it yesterday at my office in Jaya 1 at the time of 6.23pm. I can feel the tremor for 3 times. It was a funny scene when I come to think of it. WHy?

Normally we off work at 6pm, so yesterday I was late to work, so I stayed longer in the office to compensate back the time. When I was busying facebook-ing, Suddenly I feel very dizzy. So I thought I was so tired till I can feel Dizzy out of sudden. After another few seconds, It's getting worst. This time, no serious, I can see my table is shaking and I asked my colleague "Hey do you guys feel the building is shaking?" they answered me "No, nothing"and they get back gossiping and laughing at a corner.

I was like Ok and get back to MSN and facebooking. Then one of my friend message me saying that her office building in KL is shaking! This time, I told my colleagues again
"Hey my friend also said her office is shaking, don't you guys feel it?" Then all of them remain silent and feel the environment. Oops...one of the colleagues shouted
"Hey, it's really shaking, earthhquake!! we must not stay in the office anymore, run for life!!"

And everyone is panic and run out from our office. For me, I shut off my laptop and run for life as well. It's funny. There are some take lift and there are some who take stairs down the building. For me, I know it's not appropriate to take Lift but I'm lazy to walk down the stairs to my parking lot at B3 from my 5th floor office. So I juz take lift down.

The funniest part is...there's some working adult in the lift as well, once we get into the lift, he started to ask..."do you guys feel the earthquake just now?" and we all answered Him "YES!!" and he laughed. He said he feel it and closed his office straight!

Then once I reached the car park, I can see everyone is driving very fast out from the building and some even run to thier car to drive the car out. They makes me feel panic and I run like them to get my car. Hahaha...

THis earthquake is really an unforgettable experience for me as this is the second time I encountered it. The first time wasn't as scary as compares to this.
HAHaa..