Monday, February 1, 2010

Sharing a depressed side of me~

Luck...
My luck isn't really favoring me these days..Or maybe I can said its not favoring me at all once I came down to KL. It ain't smooth at all esp in my Wealth and my Career Luck.

I'm kinda unhappy whenever I feel lost and demotivated. Every factor in my life affected my daily living. I discovered that my life ain't perfect as what I always thought or dream of. I'm deeply depressed and sad!

WHy is there to blame about when I myself being too naive at ALL the times. Wondering hard, where am I suppose to be, what do I suppose to encounter. I really have alot of bad experiences in KL. None of my living seem to be smooth. Too many obstacles and discouragement for me.

I've been tired of all the trials and errors. I'm also a normal human that will feel tired. But why am I having such troublesome. Is it all punishment I suppose to have in my life? Is this another test from God once again without stopping? I've had enough.

I seriously hope I could find a better life in the Year of Tiger. I'm awaiting for good and lucky angel to stay by my side all these while. I pray hard for the lucky charm that I will meet soon~

Need alot of encouragement from my family, friends, and everyone that is close to me. I need everyone's strength to let me stay strong and fight for my own future.

2 comments:

  1. Move on till u get a find a better one lor.. :)
    Don't need to be depressed over something that is not worth. Why bother to make yourself so stressed out and unhappy for it right? Cheer up, U can do better...U have our support...

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  2. ya I know. Im trying very hard also and trying not to be to naive as well.

    Thank you very much!

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