This is the time..

I've been naive for the past 9 months. Acceptance, apologies come and go! It was hurt for every of these but yes I've learn the lesson. But I wasn't sure have I grown up.

This is a real life experience which every human being have to go through and I've been through. I've tasted the sweetness, bitterness, sourness feeling from the Day 1.

I always thought I could change something/ someone to a better one, to the one of my dream but I was wrong. Commitment, Compromise are all rubbish. It doesn't exist at all. Every "yes" answered was just bullshit! Now I should really believe in these 2 terms.."Action speaks louder than words" & "A leopard never change its spot". This is very truee. Human out there, do remember sometimes sacrifices would not bring you any good but harm. Harm towards the heart (emotional), the mental and physical as well.

I think this is really the time to let go. This is when compromise & trust turns to lie. When lies exist, there's no more truth, no more trust and no more confidence & compromise in this . I really do not know how to continue when trust and confidence are no longer exist.

May the decision made would be the best for all. I do pray hard that I could let it go slowly without pain....and sorrow...