Monday, 23rd Feb 2009, rainy days
It's been a long time that I did not blog for the sake of letting people view it. It's quite hard for me to blog here as I'd got used to blog for my own personal viewing. It's more towards diary rather than blogging. I have to start blogging as there are few of my friends and my sister is blogging very often now. Personally I think that it's a good way to remember the daily stuff of mine!
Let's start blogging...Here goes my blog...
Well, as usual gotta wake up for work! It's indeed a very tiring of me to get up this morning as I don't have enough of sleep. When the alarm rang, I still put that in the snooze mode and look at the calendar--to check is it MONday today? Hope it is not...but YES...IT'S INDEED MONDAY....gosh....can't be doing anything but to get up and take my bath...and get ready to work..
As usual, start my journey from my place at around 8.30-8.40am...It was a jammed day for me today and it seemed like the jammed is getting worst day by day. I'm not sure is it due to the decrease of the petrol price or due to the new regulation from JPJ where everyone has to fasten their seat belt in which there will be limitation to the passenger as the max for normal car would be limit to 5 people. .Well, bet it's the petrol that caused the traffic to be so jammed and not the regulation! Well back to my story...driving like a snake today and ended up meeting a stupid selfish malay guy driving a small car...(do not know what car is that but definetely some mini car like Kancil/ Kelisa/ Kia...)Not mistaken it is a blue KIA car carrying a KL number plate, can't remember the number! He was really sucks as my car from the emergency lane has already got in the normal slow lane. But this malay guy is really bad, he do not want to overtake him and drive that near to me and I nearly bang to those small small orange post (i named it as divider) nearby the road. In the end, i got to stop immediately and let him go first. I was very furious and ended up overtake him from the other lane in a very fast mode and drive right in front of him. I stared at him non stop and of course scold him in the car non stop as well...keke..that's me!!!
Let's forget this stupid fellow! As usual work like normal, eat like normal. For me life are getting sucks here. I felt that I'd lost my path..my working path. No sense of direction now. To me, working is the place where I can gain my knowledge & experience, get to know more people, able to learn and understand more ...but now it seem to be opposite. I feel that I'd lost what I'm aiming for these days. No more motivation, less socializing, less learning. In fact, I do not like the life I am today. I wish to have some changes toward this but it don't seem tobe a good timing as this is not a promising year as being mentioned by everyone these days! I'd tried to find job since the end of last year and still ended up remained the same! It's really tiring and sad! I wish to be motivated and not demotivated. And the jammed is really causing me to be demotivated esp early in the morning....
I'm hoping my working life could improved more! Well, blessed me with this! I'm praying so hard to get a job that I'll be happy with~Hopefully I can get one soon....
You know what is the real cause behind that you always complained about the jam? I think must be the hatred towards ur current job. I used to be like that too.. Anyway, stay on while looking for a better one. When there's a will, there's a way. Stay motivated.
ReplyDeleteP/s: Please do not drive like F1 driver. So dangerous. Poor thing, your nissan latio. Hurt by u kao kao..:P
Ya....I believe so, that's why I'm really sick of jammed all these days!! I'm really hoping I can get a new job n ciao!
ReplyDeleteWell, no worries about my driving skill as it alwiz been good! hahaha...